Wednesday, February 16, 2005
{ 6:22 AM }
so mani things happened 2dae. mani worries...unhappiness. it's part of growing up, i noe...but...i cant help but feel helpless. tt sec1 so idiotic! neva c such ungentlemanly person b4. he humiliated me n yee hui. do u noe i almost feel lyk crying? i controlled...it's so hard! so unmannered!!!
i oso feel vv sad...i'm scared. i want tuu but..dunt dare tuu. i wish tuu but..cant. he juz stick tuu my memory, cant be erased. he's lyk heaven n i'm lyk hell... heaven n hell will neva join in2 one u noe? i need the power tu forget n forgive tt stupid sec1. neva seen such a guy b4...no gals will ever lyk him i tell u...heh! i hate u